About my body and things.  Read more so I don’t take up people’s dashboards with it.

So, I don’t hate my body.  But I don’t love it either.  

Yeah, I’ve got a cute face and stuff, but I’m not here to rant about my face.  I can’t complain about it: high cheekbones, no acne, no unneeded facial hair or things like that.  I don’t even use acne systems (Is that what you call them?)  My acne solution seriously is body wash and water.  I’ve never had to use anything else to get rid of any acne.  My eyes aren’t bad and look pretty awesome in the sun, and my ears might stick out a little too much but I’ve gotten over that.

I even love my hair, which seems like most girls don’t.  My hair turns red-brown in the summer, dark brown in the winter, doesn’t tangle a whole shit ton, and I don’t use a straightener on it either.  I wash it ever other day so it doesn’t look oily, and again, that’s about it.

My skin is nice, I tan really nicely over the summer and again, I don’t have acne anywhere on my body.

So what’s there to not like, some of you might be asking?

Well, to put it quickly, my height.

Being short really kinda sucks.  I’m always paying attention to my body lines and everything like that because everything shows so much when you’re short.  Any extra fat makes you look even worse then you actually are.

I’m not saying I’m fat.  But I am saying I could improve my body image by a lot.

My back and arms are great though.  I see no need for improvement, maybe just more toning in my arms so I strengthen up.

I guess my trouble area is really my stomach, lower back and thighs.  My stomach is not as toned as it can be, there’s a little extra skin, fat, whatever you want to call it there and it covers up any ab muscles that I have and it really bugs me.  I’ve done so much cardio and nothing seems to help, so I feel stuck with it.  Same goes for the stubborn fat on my inner thighs and back.  I’ve done so much cardio to kill a horse and nothing gets better.  I don’t have a thigh gap.  I have one closer to my knees, but that doesn’t cut it for me.  I want one for my entire legs.

I mean, what sucks though is how muscular my legs are.  I can jump higher then most people can because of them, even my Onyx captain complimented me on the heights of my jumps.  I need to tone those more too.  When I sit down my legs look HUGE and I hate it so much.

I think this summer I’ll be running at least a mile each day, and Pilates and hopefully joining a gym.  Making my own image better.  Oh, and taking on the same diet as my Mom.  She lost so much weight just by changing her diet, so maybe it’ll help me to.

This rant went everywhere and anywhere didn’t it?  It probably confused everyone.  ><  Sorry.